im watching the stars shine brightly tonight,
to say that its blocked by the dust and smog.

i wish that i could see you in america,
but im far from france.

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sometimes if i could create my own world.

you know i want to be a farmer honestly.
or someone living in those river areas.

i rather.

my finger's kinda numb from my guitar. oh well i don't see any improvement since monday.

anyway why are we born into this world where rules are set for us, where we have to do everything according to what has been planned.

like railway tracks, which keep going. we're not allowed to change it.

we gotta go through olevels, psle, alevels blah just cause someone set it that way since hell knows when and no one changes it or asks why but we just do it, and thats what makes us slaves of our freedom, slaves of our own dreams, that we don't even dream anymore.


arghhh im finally getting my amplifier on monday.
cause that sunday the shops were closed.

and my dad decided to get it for me in the end :)
and ha peace centre is not a cheapskate place whatsoever.

anyway,
im wondering if i should join in this thing, but people there are twice my age and so i guess im not really sure about it.

oh crap. im getting those headphones anyway.
hmm 28 bucks.


currently i am fucking broke, and
currently i need to buy a lot of stuff.

i wonder if i should get that thing too.
but its another half of my bank account and then i'll be back to $0 in it and then my goal to save 500bucks is kinda even further.


oh fuck hotmail whats wrong with it all the time.
its hanging on me.

currently playing in itunes:
I Hate Everything About You
- Three Days Grace.


i am going to find my dreams,
and i promise you that i will always okay i won't ever do it again
cause i will die for you, on skyway avenue.


anyway what can me and M.K build this holiday, inspiration plz, phineas and ferb?

and check out www.icarly.com
lol icarly, i've been watching nickolodeans with M.K and friends.
lol i was thinking of making a webshow too.
anyway we'll be filming a movie. hahaha.

congrats to obama for winning the nobel prize :)
i was wondering that day what president obama has actually done and was reading up comments of people who didnt like him. apparently i don't know why. i guess its hard to be a president and "change", i mean what would you change.

oooo spongebob has a webpage too
http://spongebob.nicksplat.com/en/games/

cool lol lame games im gonna play.

sleep well tonight <3