im really really proud of myself for making it so far for once, and i really hope this time i can do it :]

after all i put in like super a lot of hard work and a lot of sleeping at 12+ nights and yes, the fortune cookie in my blog tells me that its going to be sucessful.

and soon i can even announce it out loud, about what i am doing to the whole world cause apparently the biggest problem which is preventing me from doing so is resolved.

i read off somewhere someplace that happiness is hard to be described, however sorrow is really descriptive, yet right now there's this really big spark inside me that makes me grin and i'll look at the beautiful clouds up in the sky and say i love jesus :]

and now, f and n coursework, i shall do.

whatever they say, i don't care, cause i am jolene, and jolene has her wonderful guardian angel, and her wonderful friends, and her wonderful life that she's enjoying now, and no one can screw it up :]