Watching; Watchful.

i wonder what they're doing when im singing myself to sleep.

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

OMG i blog is damn funny haha, the long ago posts. awww so sad, i feel so old.

haha reading about the times when i was in unity.... and when i used to hang out with crystal :@ aye, miss her a lot man, like why she start going to church. so sad sia cause since sec 2 we splited then got all the shermae in truth then we used to go out on mondays and then she just started going church and then kinda now she's with the shermae sandra clique ahhh, then drift so far :(

aww miss them, miss the time i rode the bike into shermae's swimming pool, and the time when we swam with our underwear then this guy said they were having a meeting upstairs and told us to put on clothes cause it was distracting, LOL

and then i read to the part when me and crystals tried to sell our fries to another table, LOL. and we suceeded HAHAHA. shall go tell this story to peeps. hahaha. suddenly realising that i have many stories to tell, just many forgotten.

OMG SEE THE WAY IM BLOGGING? I GROW SO OLDD. and there's so many stuff to be embarassed about, and there's even this post: list 20 people on your mind right now, and there's this name that i put as ____ tan :) and apparently she's/he's VERY CUTE, BUT HONESTLY I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO IM TALKING ABOUT.

anw need TO SLEEP NOW, ITSS 2.41AM AND I HAVENT EVENBATHE, GEE I SERIOUSLY NEED TO STOP
haha, today i went blog stalking. omg then i came to my blog, hahaha. i read and kinda missed it, all the crap :@ remember how i used to write lame stuff. haha then now i remember the blog i made for pear,

haha and then the following days when i would scream to her in school that "I KNOW YOUR PASSWORD AND IM GONNA HACK YOUUU HAHAHA"

then she would shout back "JOLENE NG'S PASSWORD IS ******** hahaha everybody go hack her" hahaha geee

and now many many people know my password, but thats not the point hahaha.

reading the posts are damn funny sia, about how i did so many stuff, and i was wondering since when did clim come over to my house to hang out, me and her only meh???? 0.0

then i read how i used to be so concerned about jamming and all that shizz hahaha.

and reading about my life when i was with you. but since i left you behind, guess its gonna get harder to fix it up now. glad that i smsed banana that day heh. :@ and on the other hand, there's still them. yepps.

and now i guess i should say about Veeejayysee, hahaha. quite a lot to say, and omg seriously, 5months of 2011 has passed :@ i guess not very long luh, counting the fact tht i was in veejay for only like 4months hahaha. but yes i made awesome friends, having a pretty awesome class and an interesting cca hahahaha.

1) IM IN SOCCER, yeah macho much
2) I CUT MY HAIR SHORT, yeah really short. and i didnt even blog here that i rebonded it. hahaha. gee my rebonded hair was nice though, i liked it :@ felt like an abigail or gloria hahaha.

other than that, yes my friends have been pretty fun, and quite crappy uhh! haha but with all the hecticness of jc, i kinda hope time wont pass so fast. i know we're gonna have to leave really sooon, and its gonna fly. im gonna miss them :@ and kinda feeling like still in single sex school cause i dont really talk to the guys and i dont even care about how i sit lol! and gee im quite mean to some dudes but heyy, no intention sia!

so when i go back to school i decided to be nicer. gah i offended many this year, haha according to my new friend, but anyway, she annoys me a lot cause she told this small kid that im crazy, yeah.

that is to sum it up. haha the small kid came from a class community project cause SLV a.k.a service learning project :)

and then there's been many many other events that im too lazy to blog about, but point is, i have MYE after june hols, and im so dead at the rate of me not studying EVERYDAY.

but on a light note, im going to SCHOOL tomorrow with a soccer gal to study hahah. i live so far away and she lives so far away so i guess its a good place to go. cant believe im going back to school during a holiday. hahaha.

and i hope my short hair will grow well. yup thats bout it, and im wondering if i should publicize this blog hahahahha. GOONIGHT PEEPSSS

and i hate my sister NOW cause she's smoking and her freaking smoke is entering my fucking room and its disgusting :/

Sunday, March 27, 2011

SHIFTED OFFICIALLY :) kinda private blog now. yup. for my own personal reading hahaha.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

on a lighter note, what i did for the march holidays 2011 :)) been so long since i've last blogged.... lol, ard a year??? omgggg haha.

okay here goes :DD
SUNDAY: church with wendy :DDD movies with merl! haha, we watched red riding hood and i am number four, damn awesome. so long since i watched a movie.

MONDAY: met seow & sarah at STARBUCKS :DDD yay i miss the place we used to mug at for olvls tgt, and i miss them even more :) then i went for training, and went back at night! and wj was there too, awww <3 hee hee, was so fun! had so much to catch up on, so much singing to do haha, :) and then i went to merl's hse to collect my soccer ball, played w buddy for a bit :) buddy's so cute, like ten million times better than snow, haha. reached home like 12 :D lol.

TUESDAY: sleeeep, then went to meet wendy at orchard, SHOPPING! w our vouchers haha, bought some cool mango stuff, plus the people were so nice and we were literally dancing in the changing room, heh :D and then we went to amk central to collect my mail, haha reached just in time before the post office closed and the auntie was nice and allowed us to enter by the back door :) then there was some cute girl running around and she pretended to shoot us and we faked died, loll, and i collected my awesome mail from gmarket, apparently a cellulite roller (which i claim as muscle massager haha, and SHOWROOM TONYMOLY stuff, she's an awesome seller! she wrote a personal handwritten note, reminds me of my bananasticks shop when i wrote personal handwritten notes for my customers, heh) and then we went to eat nihon mura :D haha fun! ordered quite a lotta crap like mushrooms hehe, and i ate prawn tempura! rare occasion that i do :) and then i ate tofu too! which is actually quite nice, lol. and then merl's mom picked me up at yck mrt and we drove to her hse, sleptover w moh there :) we watched black swan, honestly, its a ... twisted show, lol.

WEDNESDAY: chionged home at 11am :)) seow came to my hsee (a bit late cause i told her to come later lolll and she apparently ran 4.8 or something km??? siao luh, she measures herself like 24/7, LOL) and then i showed her my muscle massager, and then we played some guitar! and we sang "shorty is a melody in myhead there she dunno what blah" haha i honestly dont know the name of the song lols :D but still fun hee hee. and then i chionged off for training :) lol, anw i havent mentioned, training is soccer training, hehh :D im in VJSG (soccer girls) :DDDD haha, funn much luh, i suck anw, but yeah! OH then they were having a match, against MI, loll. oh well, i didnt play heh, but anw, GO TEAM HAHA so bimbo :D aye, quite cool luh. they won, yeah. then we went out for dinner, lolll , quite funnaye :) yeps. and then we left at like 10.30 and then i went to find abi :)) weeee, i reached her house like 11++ and then kinda made friends with her friends haha they kinda cute! bettina or however you spell and MT lol! and they went to tapao food and we feasted in the living room , and some ghostly channel came on and we faster changed lol , and just slacked x)

okay i think those were the most awesome days, well, kinda decreased in awesomeness ....

THURSDAY: guitar rehearsal ... just rottedd there until night ....

FRIDAY: reached the rock audi at like 2++pm, lol. just plain late. then they went to like make up us, damn crazy can, lol, and they did our hair, which i highly resisted to, and i apparently washed off the hair fix, LOL. then we rotted, lol. had fun w maxime though, (the drummer in my band) lol he's damn tiny and naughty can, like i tried fighting him and we ran around, hahas. and then we tried to jump over this no entry sign, and apparently i failed, loll, but anw. then they said go touch up make up so i went and then they just spam lipstick on me, and i tried to wipe it off like mad lolls :) and then my guitar teacher left his DSLR w us while he went to like guard the door or something, and then we went to camera spam, and then the audi started filling up and i saw pear and all coming in <3 :D then i went over to go CRAZEHH and we spammed camwhored w my teacher's camera haha hope he uploads :) and then we just crazied for about one hour and the show hadnt start and then weihing (2nd drummer) and samuel (guitarist) called me to go back, lol and then me and pear just laughed, HAHA inside joke, and seow was like LOL and anw, the show started. :)

kinda coool , and FINALLY WAS LIKE OUR TURN, and i think i just went crazy on stage. i didnt want to look like a fucking dead fish anw, so yeahhh i think i could have rocked better, but i guess i did rock. :) im kinda proud of myself cause i didnt just stand there, and yeahh i was like sweating when i ended my song, :) which was good luh! like wasnt so stiff, like ahems. so anyway, after that was teacher's performance and everyone ran around and jumped jumped jumped :) and then show ended, and we got to keep our costumes, heh :) and then i was lucky that my sis and her bf decided to help me bring my guitar home, then i went out w pear seow sarah wj wanyi rando erixa moh who made me an awesome poster :) and then we camwhored, and i went to rando's hse to stay over :) we bought snacks at 7-11 pasiris, and we were buying mashed potato and some stupid aunty claimed that we pressed the machine twice and even went down to check, lol. she said a lot of people do that dont think that she dont know??? cause the gravy was touching the cover?? and then she said we pressed the middle button, (which is??) but nvm, who cares abt her, lolls. then her nice mum fetched us to her CHIO hse, and then we talked and lol then slept at like 3am. :@

SAT: HAD TO WAKE UP AT 7AM had training ;@ but anyway, i like training, yeps. :) so i cabbed down to schoool, tired much, but anw, yeah! trained in a super tired fashion, hehe. had stomachache, felt like puking during training, so lucky we could leave first. lol but anw, yeahhh. then i left, chionged home, and slept on the bus, and overslept, lol until it reached YCK mrt and i was like ahhh shit. feeling hungry i went to the 7-11 there and bought taquitos! and the stupid aunty was like one taquito only uh, she was like suspicious that i actually took more stuff. :/ but anw, i dragged myself to the 76 queue, which was empty, (annoyance) then waited for what seemed like an hour, and finally boarded the bus :) bathed, chionged for violin lesson, yep. then met abi at scoopz, ate awesome waffle and awesome ice cream :) and talked awesome crap and recieved some sms from some stalker who came to the concert ystd and we were laughing while replying him, lol and he's like "can i add you on facebook? can i bed you? (:" LOL and then abi replied "you can go and bed yourself and pls stop smsing me. tyvm" and then he was like "sorry typo was can i *add you, sorry my english quite bad" HAHA, then we were like wtf lolling. and then anyway cant remember what crap we were talking heh, then we called emily! :))) i miss emily! haha! and then we talked until we were late for mass and then chionged for mass and she tried to throw my jacket and make me catch it with my head, but phail. but anw, damn lame luh! then i went to try awesome new salted caramel ice cream shop and ate their awesome salted caramel ice cream :) then we went home. haha, and then i did some work, while waiting for my movie, UP, to be downloaded, haha. yeah i know i lag, watching it so late since it came out, but anyway it finished downloading at like 12am! so i just huddled up, made some G7 coffee mocha mix hazelnut and cuddled a pillow and enjoyed the awesome movie w aircon. sounds shiok eh. yepps. saturdays never fail to make me happy :)

SUNDAY: rotted, rotted, rotted at home ... screw luh cause got no guitar class, so i just rotted at home. . . lol. then i decided to finally move and go for the honoured invitation to jam with mizi HAHA. then i chionged down, reached at 6. jammed for one hour, hah. quite funny. :) and then we went to scoopz aft that and boo was like pasar malam ice cream still better and cheaper but i was like SCOOPZ FTW DUDES. :D so yep. and then we went homeee, which screwed the rest of my day up, just not gonna talk about it.

so, school tomorrow, planning to go on my own. seriously, the ending of sunday just sucked. got screamed at by my fucking mum. yerrrr, but thinking about my happy holiday makes me happy :) kinda wanted to remember what i did. :) cause was talking abt how i spent my holidays w abi and then i just forgot. haha, but yes it was a meaningful holiday <3

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Crazy.

We are just plain crazy. Cornets rush through the sky. If airplanes were shooting stars.

Will this ever end?

haha.
had a pretty fun week. Shall blog them to remember.
Sunday - batam with church! weeee fun haha :) just one word : fun !

Monday - study @ Pearlyn hse :DD long time nvr go there. heh. miss the smell, the colours, the feel!

Tuesday - skating with M :D we're MJ, not michael jackson! haha. skating then got called to church to act some thing ;x was half dead :O but pulled through, - Amen!

Wednesday - dry shoot :x lol and church act thingo again. haha anw i got into top ten shooting indivijuals. interesting huh. Im Atticus Finch in disguise :O

Thursday - MY DAY <3 guitar <3 + studied in school .......

Friday - church rehearsal, then off to ZQ hse to watch soccer! hah. yet brazil lost so... . then slept over. camwhored, died on sunday cause woke up at 5.50am to go macs eat breakfast... lol then sports day. omg im a shag man. then had church. glad for the experience haha. hope some thing didn't happen though ;x okay nevermind then jamming...

Sunday - back to rest day :) haha went guitar class and then jamming with KF lol. amusing. and felt pretty sleepy/dead.

awesome week. insulted, hurt, yet rejoicing and happy too. filled with jokes and crap, jumping around, spinning and running under umbrellas. I guess i made some new friends, experiences and hopes. I shall look forward to next week! Lifted higher with Jesus :D lol.

anw i have a tumblr - reason why i stopped blogging here... its kind of the place where i wrote more private stuff. broadcasting my tumblr to anyone who actually bothers to read my blog... its filled with my feelings in poetic form anw. people wouldn't understand ho - hum -.-

poems - learnt from Nicea haha.
poems. @.@

alright fine
http://dreamalcatcher.tumblr.com/

weeeee ~ flicking cheerios in my mind.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

I WANT THIS:::!!!!!!!

OMG ZOOM G2.1NU EFFECTS PROCESSOR

http://www.citymusic.com.sg/webshaper/store/viewProd.asp?pkProductItem=508

LEGENDARY TONE EXTREME POWER
30 AMP / STOMP BOX MODELS
20 AMAZING PATCHES BY STEVE VAI
83 EFFECTS HAHAHAHAHA

SHOULD I :O any comments on it? heard it works on violin omg it'll work on my electric violin called elsie!!

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

get mad, then get over it.


haha. i've never been posting for super long, and still i won't be.